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Wednesday, August 29, 2007
~ 7:14 PM ~
HELLOS! =D
hmms. kinda long since i blogged. and i am kinda lazy to recap. so yeahs. just gona post about today. hmms. english was boring as usual. very very boring. next was maths. omg. our class got 18 failed maths test! i just hope that i pass. and congrats joon guan, tsun hao and rebekah for getting 24, the highest in class. =D

mdm foo came in today. and i just can't stand her. -.- i am lazy to type out what she did. recess next. CME was kinda boring. usual thing about the stress thingy. handed up the quotes for resilience. science was next. kinda okay. chinese was... hmms.. i don't know how to describe.

something happened during chinese. and it made me emo. so yeahs. sorry to those whom i affected. (ps. well, maybe just give me some more time? i am very very sorry) after school had the sentosa briefing. went to study next. was walking to tiong and i was really really moody. emo-ing like hell. so yeahs. sorry, guys.

at KFC also never talk. went popular to buy assesment book. kian tiong made me smile for the first time after chinese lesson by doing something. lols. hmms.. had a lil chat with kian tiong and aaron next. went BK to study. hmms.. hoi ching, aaron, kian tiong and me kinda had a discussion while buying sweet talk. hmms.. yeahs. i guess i shouldn't.

joel lim went back first. we crapped a lot today instead of studying. had a good chat and laugh. =DD well, thank you aaron, hoiching and kian tiong for making me laugh. =D thanks a lot, yea. later, yang you went back. lawrence and joon guan came to join us after their SL. they went to buy something so the 4 of us continued crapping. had a good time chatting. =)

went back at 5.45 lalalalalalas. nothing much. came to post next.

Saturday, August 25, 2007
~ 9:10 PM ~
HELLOS!
hmms.. trg today. was kinda tired? lols. i duno. hmms.. trg ended at around 12.50. daddy came to fetch me. =D went home, bathed and stuffs. changed and went tiong tomeet rebekah and hoi ching at 2.

went to challenger cause hoi ching wanted to see a cute guy. LOLS. lunch at KFC. chatted a lil. went NTUC for some tibits next. met harris and lawrence at 3. cabbed to vivo. harris's treat. =DD ahhahas.

rushed to cinema cause its 3.30 already. and the movie starts at 3.35. so yeahs. rebekah was supposed to sit next to harris cause she tio the open numbers thingy. but end up she go sit middle. -.- and end up, i sit next to harris. sitting arrangement, law, harris, me, rebekah and hoi ching.

secret is like so nice lors! i started crying when xiaoyu died. and the last part is like so damn touching luh! omg. i love the show man! hahahas. harris cried too! lols. didn't expect him to cry, ya know. at the end, law ask harris why he cry. den he say only people who understand the movie will cry. hahahas.

went to arcade to play abit. and harris treated rebekah and hoi ching to all their games. so good. lols. took train back to tiong at 6.30. reached home at about 7 bahs. came back change shoes then went dinner with daddy, mummy and kor. came back then onlined. =D









` three simple words - i love you.

Friday, August 24, 2007
~ 7:06 PM ~
today was pretty much okay? first thing in the morning, dar msged me. =D school was kinda okay? i duno.. recess took joel lim's pencil case. HAHAS. then went out of the class. lols. then i didn't wanna return it to him. then coincidentally, wee leong, wei lun and jian sheng was at the stairs there. then i threw joel lim's pencil case to wee leong. lols. and duno why he got angry or smth? i duno.

hoi ching say he misunderstood something. but.. he himself duno wad he misunderstood also. lols. after school went to the canteen with hoi ching and charis. dar called me. but i never answer cause i never hear my hp ring. sorry dar! called dar back. and dar is like so sweet lor. ahhas.

went tiong with hoi ching later. accompanied her to buy present for her junior. went back at aroung 2.20 and i am so good to accompany her to the bustop. lols. met xinyi there also. chat a lil. went back home next.

blah blah blah. nothing much happened. came online then realised that dar left a msg for me last night. omg. dar is like so sweet luh. lols.
















` honestly, i don't know what you are thinking. there's a lot of things happening and i don't know where to start talking. whatever..

Thursday, August 23, 2007
~ 7:03 PM ~
hmms. kinda have lots of things to recap today? let's see...
20/08/2007(Monday)
hmms. well, firstly, i gotta say sorry to a lot of people for today, ya. namely the hbh sisters and some others whom i affected their mood? went to school today feeling very crappy. went to school and was feeling emo lahs. didnt really talk to charis they all today during the morning assembly to yeahs. sorry!

couldn't help it to yeahs. started crying. and i cried really bad today. hoi ching came over to see if i am okay and i like.. just burst out crying. so yeahs. sorry! singing the national anthem that time also cried. then later mdm siti asked me if anything happen. she ask me if i quarrelled with the hbh sisters or there's anything wrong at home. but i said no of course. cos i didnt cry cos of them mahs.

went to the toilet to calm myself abit. saw from the mirror that my eyes were like.. kinda like.. bloodshot? then later mdm siti keep asking what happen. then i just say i stress. LOLS. cause its like.. aiya. don't know how to say these kinda things? so yeahs. and she believed that i was too stressed out. so yeahs.

PE wasnt in the mood, ya know. cried again. as usual, lined up at the basketball court. then, koon leong was like sitting beside me. so yeahs. he is like.. heys. cheer up lehs. dun cry liaos. exams are near, ya know. and stuffs like these. then later, when the girls were on their way to the arena, i was with hoi ching. then its like. i saw jia xu. then he saw me crying so he is like. heys. dun cry liaos. and he sand ting ma ma de hua to me. like. so damn touched by him.

wasnt in the mood to play. then jin yan, sharon they all sang cry on my shoulder and we're all in this together for me. and i was also very touched by them, ya know. then blah blah blah. started to rain. i really wanna stay in the rain and soak an just forget about everything. seriously. so yeahs. headed back to class. blah blah blah. CME next. mdm siti did something about stress. lols. i got like 38 for the stress thingy. later mdm siti call me out of the classroom see if i am okay. so yeahs..

hmms.. went to study next. after school. totally wasnt in the mood to study. before that, its like.. hong de they all wanna take picture of me and any boys. like wth. i am not in the mood still likdat. i am like damn pissed at them lors. then skipped lunch. went BK study. nothing went in at all. started crying again. zzz. couldnt help it, ya know. then called hoi ching. cause i don't know who to call. then lalalalas. went home super early. like 4 likdat. so yeahs. back home emo-ed and blah blah blah. slept.

thank you for those who cared. you guys really made me very touched.

21/08/2007(Tuesday)
hmms.. kinda forgot what happened today. went for training and stuffs. blah blah blah. nothing much i guess.

22/08/2007(Wednesday)
hmms. was a lil emo today? i duno. there's like 3 things that made me emo today? after school went to tiong with hoi ching, aaron, lawrence, kian tiong, yang you, joel lim and wei lun. ate at mac. kinda talk a lot? but me and hoi ching sat at different tables with the guys. lalalas. after lunch, wei lun went back while the rest headed for BK to study.

didnt study much today. crap a lot. me, kian tiong, aaron and lawrence kinda like tried to take picture of hoi ching and joel lim together. lols. kinda fun? hahas. then i was sitting next to hoi ching while kian tiong beside joel lim. then i will like:" kian tiong!" then start to push hoi ching to joel lim. hahas. i am evil. =D but kian tiong was like blur so never push joel lim. so yeahs. lols. today told kian tiong and aaron smth.

kinda like regretted? i duno. came back then yeahs. chatted with hoi ching and harris. hmms.. felt kinda better bahs. i duno. later dar came to ask me if i am okay. as in msn. so yeahs.. chatted for awhile then went to sleep.

23/08/2007(Thursday)
hmms. today. emo-ing the whole day until after oral. hmms.. lots of things happened, ya know. went to the toilet during art and chinese to listen to music and cry. zzz. i know. i am like.. extreme these few days? i duno lahs. then yeahs. nothing much. history sucks like hell lots. zzz. had to do group work. and suay suay, my grp no girls except for me. zzz! sat at aaron's table to complete it.

then later aaron started to msg me and ask if i am okay. blah. i duno. oral next. wee leong keep making me nervous by saying:" WO HEN JING ZHANG! ZHEN ME BAN!" like wth. i wasnt nervous at first de lor. then he make me nervous. then at this time, hong de go say eh cindy! ur turn liaos! then i gan jiong lor! quickly stand up and see. end up he trick me. -.- then second time, i dun believe him. but is the truth. zzz.

oral was pretty okay for the passage. but for the conversation, i totally screwed it by crapping. zzz. back for trg. nothing much today. physical training today. walked to tiong with charis after trg. treated her sweet talk. lols. blah blah blah. back home. started posting since 7.













`sometimes i really wonder if u are worth my tears. i look at the way u cared for her while u didnt for me. and i look at the way others cared for me while you didn't even bother.

Sunday, August 19, 2007
~ 12:50 PM ~
i am feeling moody now. i don't know why. it just seems to me that i couldn't let you go. yesterday i cried. in school and at home. all because of you. you are probably hating me for that. i don't know what happened to me. everything is wrong. the way you guys didn't tell me things, i knew it was wrong. the way you told me things, i knew it was wrong. everything is going wrong once again. no one really bothers, no one really cared. now, i can only look at your back and see you walking away. it doesn't really matter to you if i were to cry. cause, you never bothered. i'm not in the mood to do anything right now. but you didn't seem to notice. i need to call someone right now. i need someone's shoulder right now. i need hugs right now. sometimes i just wonder why love even existed. cause it only brings hurt and misery. if only you knew how i felt, things would be much easier. there's just so much i want to tell you. but, you were never there to listen to me.







`i miss you, i love you.

Saturday, August 18, 2007
~ 9:52 PM ~
hmms. today was kinda okay? i duno. lit went on kinda smoothly. met the rest at 7.30 to rehearse. rehearse then blah blah blah. saw aaron, yang you, kian tiong, wei lun, joel lim next. performed at the ava room. and..... it went on smoothly!! =DDDD woots! mrs tee says ours was pretty good! =) i so love my grp! heh. blah blah blah. didnt go for trg cos of the lit play. blah blah blah blah blah. i'm lazy to type, u know. lols.

so yea. went to see louiza they all. crap abit. something happened. so yea. everyone was emo-ing. i cried today. i smiled today. i hugged ppl today. bleh. total mood swings. soaked in the rain today. was a pretty good feeling. =D back home at 3.




random things.

love made us stronger and love gives us courage. love made ur heart bled, love patched ur heart back. love made u smile, love made u cry.

bleh. i am crapping here. zzz

Friday, August 17, 2007
~ 8:49 PM ~
16/8/2007 (Thursday)
hmmms. mrs yoga didnt coe again! =DDD art was pretty okay. quite interesting. =D hmms. lit was kinda okay. at least not as boring as last time, i suppose. recess was.. -.- louiza and hoi ching bullied me. I AM LOVIN' GEOGRAPHY!!! =D mr phoon made my day man! HAHHAS. he was telling our class about the malaysia trip and then, he started talking about stories of him, together with his friends. and they are all super funny luh! and his sound effect is like super funny also. HAHHAHAS.

history is like super boring. tpi is also very boring. training next. training ended at 5.30. the team celebrated the august babies today. =DD but, there's like no candles so yea.. we gotta like.. imagine it being lighted up. hahas. so yea. mr kuan 'blew' the candles and used his mouth to take it out. so, when he went out of the hall, we all took the cream and smeared it on his face. but i didnt. hahas.

then later, jyehuey, cheryl, charis, mavis and some others came to smear it on my face. so yea. ate the cake and lalalals. back home. nothing much next.

17/8/2007(Friday)
hmms. today was boring. lessons were all super boring. after sch went studying with aaron and lawrence. ate at grillers. went bk next. saw devy and kai ching there. managed to do finish my maths hw and studied ABIT of science. lols. back home at 5 plus. lalalals. today is secret telling day!!! =D

tml gotta present to lit play. OMG. arghhhh!!!

Wednesday, August 15, 2007
~ 7:06 PM ~
HELLOS! =D
hmm. lets recap abit =D
14/8/2007 (Tuesday)
hmms.. lessons today was boring! zzz. training today was fun! =D started packing the tables and charis in the hall. started warm up then training started. firstly me and pei shan was like damn sian. totally no mood to train. then after that, break. one thing that i love most during trg. =D

so yea. after break, cuo qiu wif pei shan and si min! =DD we started getting high. =) then lalalalas. played games while trg. hees. so fun to train with simin! ^^ lalalals. soon after, break again! =DD after break, me, pei shan and mei xian trained with the machine! =DDD the others played sheng jiang.

so fun to train with the machine lahs. =DD i love it man! trained with the speed of 5. =D jiao lian asked me to try 51/2 wah. the speed super fast. hard to keep up. only can keep up for a while. then jiao lian change back to 5. then lalalals. training ended. packed back the tables and went home! =D nothing much after that.

15/8/2007 (Wednesday)
hmms. today was kinda okay. mrs yoga didnt come to school today! happy like hell! plus, two periods! =DDD lalalalalas. rehearsed the lit play during the free period. the rest is like boring luh. chinese played bingo with sharon. =D ahhahas.

after school went tiong to makan. bought sweet talk then went back to school. rehearsed for skit. SUPER FUN! laughed like hell throughout. =D lalals. shall end this post now! =D

` take care lah pig. rest well.

Monday, August 13, 2007
~ 10:36 PM ~
BOOYA! hmms.. gotta recap quite abit, eh? hmms. okays.
9/8/2007 (Thursday)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HOI CHING! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE! =D
11/8/2007 (Saturday)
training today. hmms.. pretty okay. saw lawrence, harris, joel seet, bryan, zhen yang, ra'uf, paul, izaac, puvendren, cui ling, lisin, eileen and some others. nothing much. left trg at 10.30 cause i am gona celebrate my mummy's birthday. =DD

went to RTC for lunch. den arcade with kor and jie. =D lalalalals. fun fun fun! then went to ang mo kio hub to shop shop! =D lalalalalals. then went to grandma's hse at yi shun. i kinda like napped in between during car rides. LOLS.

back home at around 7 bahs. online and stuffs. nothing much. jie bought cake for mummy. cut cake at around 10 bahs. started playing card games with daddy, kor and jie after that. =D played till about 12. slept at around 12.30.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUMMY! =DD
12/8/2007 (Sunday)
hmms. nothing much today. just slacked the whole day. did my maths test. zzz. only got 7/10. WAHHHH!!! sad! did tickle tests with louiza, lawrence and wei lun. the whole process was like very funny lahs. HAHAHS.

and wei lun is like 50+% feminine LOLS. then louiza told joel lim to be careful then he say:" huh? so little only ah. i thot it would be more" HAHAHS. so yea. lalalals. played 02jam. HAHAHHAS. and i am kinda addicted to it i guess. hahahs. nth much. time flew pass very quickly. slept at 12 last night. HAHAS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LISA! =D
13/8/2007 (Monday)
BOO! hmms. school was kinda okay. PE was fun! captain's ball! =DD lalalalas. lit was a sleepy period. i don't know why lahs. just felt sleepy. hmms.. maths was.. lols. BORING! hahahahahs. chinese was as usual. hmms... think no one noticed bahs.

lols. so yea. sch ended. stayed back for lit. walk around the school with charis cause we were waiting for the SJAB members to finish falling in. blah blah blah. we went to tiong after that. bought hairbands and took neos! =D lalalallas. slacked around. back to school at around 3.30 bahs. rehearsed for lit play. kinda fun. HAHAS. back home at around 6.30 lalalallalalalas. chatted with hoi ching, wei lun and lawrence just now. then blah blah blah. finish packing my bag and stuffs, then posted! =D

BYES

Wednesday, August 08, 2007
~ 7:46 PM ~
WOO-HOO!!!~
its the 200th post of this blog!! hahahahahs. lets celebrate! *claps* hahahahahha. i am being crazy here. so yea. dun worry much on tht. HAHAS.

hmms. national day celebration today. the performance was nice. esp zi jie singing! =DDD and today, almost all the table tennis team members went to collect our colours award! =DDD hahahahs. so shiok. took a group picture after that. =D then celebration. had some performance frm the gess superband and gess super model. celebration ended at 10. went tiong with charis to eat.

lalalallas. eat eat eat then went popular. met xinyi there. both xinyi and i didnt want to go back so early so decided to go safra with the guys while charis went home. so yeps. xinyi went to my house cause i wanted to play pool. so gotta change. hahas. so yeps. met aaron and yang you at zhang de there. headed to safra then. went to find wei lun, joel lim, joon guan, jared, wai chong, jian sheng, timothy and some others which i don't know the name.

so yea. the others went to play LAN while aaron, wei lun, me and xinyi went bowling. didnt felt like playing at first. so only see them play. ahhas. and wei lun so pro! 96. hahas. then xinyi and aaron is around... erms.. i think 50+ or 60+ bahs. couldn't really remember. hahas.

bowling was fun cause we shouted names before anyone went to bowl. okays. maybe like when xinyi gona throw the ball, we would shout/say norio! jian sheng! and stuffs. hahas. like anyhow pair people with her. hahahas. its totalli hilarious when it comes to aaron's turn. HAHAS. he would always go to the drain when we shouted names. HAHAHAHAHS. saw hong de and kian tiong there.

so yeps. second game. wei lun didnt wanna play anymore. so i took over. hahahs. wore his shoes. it was slightly too lose but hahahs. nvm. so yeps. lalalalals. game went on. and they shouted _______ went i went up. -.- wah lau. of all the person him. zzz. hahas. anyways, it was fun all the same. bowled 128!!! HEHE =DDD so fun lahs. xinyi was 90+ going 100. and for both games, aaron did the louiest. HAHAHAHHAS.

so yeps. paid money and stuffs. the four of us wanted to go play pool. but wow! super crowded. hahahahas. so we decided to go find the rest. they were playing dota. and some, CS. ahhahas. the fours of us went to see see and stuffs. saw keith, chen hui and ting feng there too. then, wei lun, xinyi and i went to watch aaron dance para para!!! LOLS. so damn funny. hahahahs.

and wei lun ask me to take video. hahas. then xinyi have to go home at 1.30. so accompanied her to the ground floor then go back find aaron and wei lun cause i want to play pool. hahahas. so yeps. wei lun and aaron played the rock fever at the arcade there. ahahhas. aaron is like so ji dong throughout the whole game while u can see wei lun playing till like very zi ran. ahhas. and wei lun would always win him. lols.

after that, they played the dunno what thing beside para para. hahas. wei lun won once, aaron won once. so yeps. after that, watch them play CS. then lalalalallalalalalalalals. finally, they stop playing LAN. hahahas. go round playing games. then at 4, aaron, yang you and i had to go. so yeps. went to say bye to them but mostly all the 2G people no reaction de. zzz. daddy fetch me home then. =D and wai chong and wei lun have been suaning me for almost the whole day. cause, wei lun go tell wai chong that i like hong de which is like so not true.

came back then bathed. went to sleep at 5.30 and woke up at 7.30. makan a lil and poof! i am here blogging. hahahas.

thank you carmel, sinvyest, yun jie, jing hui, alyssa and mavis! =DDD

Monday, August 06, 2007
~ 9:51 PM ~
BOOYA! due to popular demand, i shall post! ahahhs. i am being good. lols. jkin!! HAHAHHAHS.

hmms. so yea. today went to school. received present from ling yuan and cui ling!! =D thanks!! =) lessons were pretty much boring today. totally wasn't in the mood the whole day except for PE in which i can SCREAM!!!~

hahahahas. so yeps. i slept during chinese lesson today! lols. i can't believe i slept lahs. i am like super tired. zzz. and the teacher has been using the whole period scolding lawrence, hong de they all. so yea. after school went for a SHORT briefing on the colours award thingy. like only 5 mins! zzz. waste my time. so yeps. after that, class deco.

totally wasn't in the mood. emo-ed throughout. so yea. sorry, guys! totally spoil ur day? hmms.. hope not, though. hmms.. while waiting for daddy to come fetch me today, i thought about things. and wah! i thought it through! LOLS. so yea. that would be the LAST time i am gona cry cause of you.

so yea. getting high now. hahahss. shall end my post with thank you again! hahas. below are names who either gave me presents or wished me happy birthday or even both. hahahs. so yea. THANKS!! =DD

daddy, mummy, jie, kor, aunt, celina, cheryl, xinyi, charis, sharon, yueyoong, jin yan, rebekah, wai han, yang yu, ling yuan, kai ching, aaron, lawrence, wei lun, hong de, kian tiong, joel lim, hoi ching, louiza, cui ling, bryan, harris, koon leong, jacquelyn, simin, kai hwee, mei xian, jye huey, grace, nen que, xinling, yun jie, mavis, ra'uf, joon guan, yang you, wee leong, pei shan, xinyu, mdm siti and the whole table tennis team who sang me birthday song on saturday! =DDD love ya guys!=DDDDDDD

Sunday, August 05, 2007
~ 12:22 PM ~
HELLOS!! =D
firstly, gotta thank all those who wished me happy birthday. =D
birthday eve wishes- joel lim, hoi ching, louiza, hong de, wee leong
midnight wishes- yueyoong, wei lun, lawrence, kai ching, bryan, harris, hoi ching, rebekah
morning wishes- jin yan, rebekah, yueyoong, louiza, lawrence, wee leong, cui ling

hahas. THANKS A LOT!! =DD ahahs. met yueyoong just now. and she bought me a cake! =DD ahhas. thanks a lot! went to more than words to buy ling yuan, hoi ching and aaron's birthday present. ahahs. actually, is yueyoong buy present for aaron. then want me to go help her choose. hhas. so yea. nothing much today. just wanna say thank you for those who gave me present and stuffs. =D

oh yea. thank you pei shan for the birthday present. i like it alot. =DD and xinyu for the birthday card. =) hahas. and last but not least, thank you, gess table tennis team for singing me happy birthday song ytd during training. =DDD

so yea. thank you all! =D

oh yea. i realised that i have been hugging the pig that kai ching they all gave me the whole day since friday. ahhas. and i named it piggy9255. hahas. figure out what the letters are. =D


HAPPY BIRTHDAY LING YUAN AND ME! HAHAHS. xD

Saturday, August 04, 2007
~ 9:58 PM ~
edited~
` if only time could go back. it just ain't the same anymore. with every second ticking away, i just wonder what would happen next. whether it would be something nice, something sweet. those wonderful memories seems to be increasing as days go by. but, those sad memories are stacking up real high too. i wished i knew whats on your mind. blowing hot and cold is just not fun. it only makes me wonder why. i don't know what to do. when should i let go, when should i give up. it only makes me feel empty. u left me neither here nor there. its making me go crazy. my heart was pounding. and now, it still is. but it seems dead after seeing you sad and angry. it makes me wonder more and more. just what is happening to me. reality kicked in but yet, i still don't know what i should do. i know what i want. but that goal seems unable to reach. it seems far. and i am tired of waiting. u gave me an answer. but later, u gave me false hope. it makes me wonder why i am waiting. cause its of no use. i cried cause of you. i smiled cause of you. i sad cause of you, i happy cause of you. it may sound stupid. but that's what i am doing and feeling now. i couldn't stop thinking. i want to shout it all out. but i just couldn't find a place for me to shout. i have been bottling this up. it has been bothering me. and i just find it hard to let go. i wouldn't regret taking this path. cause, its sweet. although there are ups and downs, they are still very precious to me. i would take these memories with me through my whole life. the memories are sweet. and i appreciate it. cause at least, i had this kind of feeling before. it wasn;t long before i realised that it was only the wishful thinking on my part. it has been 497 days. and many things happened within this time frame. but i shan't say what. you should know it yourself. u made me happy for some, you made me sad for some. but all this are my fault. cause, it's me who couldn't let go, me who don't want to let go. during this period there are times in which i am in heaven and times in which i am in hell. those are memories i cannot forget. there are also times in which i just feel like killing myself to forget all these things but it just seems hard. however, for now, i would just have to wait. for you.

~ 6:44 PM ~
hellos. just to kill time...

Name the 12 people you would best thinkof right now.
Don't look at thequestions below first..
1. AHEM. =DD
2. Sharon
3. Aaron
4. Charis
5. Lawrence
6. Jin Yan
7. Hong de
8. Rebekah
9. Kai Ching
10. Yi Seiw
11.Yue yoong
12. Xin Ling

Q: Have you ever kissed 12? `nope.

Q: What's the best memory you have of 9? ` ahhas. yesterday. when they gave me a surprise. =D

Q: When's the next time you're gonnasee 4? `hahas. monday. =D

Q: Is number 1 coOOl? `hahas. to me, yes? lols.

Q: What was your first impression of number 8? ` lols. friendly.

Q: How did you meet 3? `lols. when we got into the same class during p5

Q: Is 10 your best friend? ` nope. my dear. =D

Q: Have you seen 6 running around like mad? ` ahhah. of course! when playing catching!! HAHAS. =DD

Q: Where does 5 live? `queensway?

Q: What is the last thing you did with 12? ` chat on msn. =D

Q: Have you ever been in 2's house? ` yeps! for project work. =DD

Q: Would you ever kiss number 11?-lols. nope. hahas.

Q: Have you ever slept in the same bed as 5? ` of course not!!!

Q: When's the next time you'll see 10? `ahhas. no idea. soon perhaps?? =D

Q: Are you really close to 4? ` yeps! =D

Q: Have you ever kissed 7? of course not!!

Q: Have you ever been to the movies with 3? ` yeps. during class gathering with half the class.

Q: Have you ever got in trouble with 8? ` nahs. =DD

Q: When's the last time you saw 6? ` in school yesterday! =D

Q: Do you even know 9? ` of course! =DD

Q: Would you give number 11 a hug? ` yeps.

Q: have you ever kissed number 1?-NO!

hahas. done. killed some time? LOLS. byes~

Friday, August 03, 2007
~ 7:23 PM ~
HELLOS, PEOPLE. TODAY IS MY HAPPIEST DAY EVER. AHHAS. READ ON TO KNOW WHAT MADE ME SO DAMN HAPPY. hahas.

okays. school started off with jin yan they all giving me my birthday present. =DD thank you, guys! =D they bought me a pillow and a wallet. like it a lot! =D thank you!! ahhas. and rebekah accidentally spilled out the cost of those presents during recess today. HAHAHS. next, a history test. zzz. i think i am so not gona do well for that test lahs. after that, went up to the computer lab for music lesson. mrs james let us hear some national day song and me and jin yan started singing along with it. hahahahs. soon, lesson ended. science was next. copied some notes and watched some tutorial videos. lesson ended and went for break. chased yueyoong around. HAHAHS. then xinyi told me that i have to go for a table tennis meeting.

after break, chinese lesson. hahas. hong de, lawrence and paul are so damn funny during chinese lesson. hong de and lawrence talked back our chinese teacher. and the thing is, they don't have to think! they just shoot it out from their mouth. hahahas. pro!! lols. paul was being funny too. hahas. one period ended then we were supposed to go to the hall for some survey thingy. then our chinese teacher say he never receive any announcement so he continued with the lesson.

after that, a teacher came and we were led to the computer lab 2. did the survey then went back to class. maths lesson. mr kam was late. so me, jin yan, sharon and louiza went havoc playing games. HAHAHS. so fun lahs! and i got a birthday bash by the usual guys!!! hahas. maths lesson next. didn't listen to mr kam teaching. =X ahhahs. after school, headed to the hall cause i gotta help the canoeist set up table tennis tables for their training. grace, simin and kai hwee came down to pass me my birthday present! =D thanks a lot, grace, simin, kai hwee, mei xian and jye huey!! =D

after that, sat in the hall listening to zi jie sing for a while. xinyi went down to the canteen to see if seniors were there. soon after, charis received a call from xinyi asking us to go down. i was walking to the canteen there then i realised that charis was heading back to our class. then i was like. eh? why go back class. then later, go back class, charis opened the back door. then its like.. everything was dark. cause no lights were switched on. i could only see some figures in the class.

and then, i went OMG-ING. cause, i saw wei lun, holding a cake with lighted candles, walking towards me. then i was like. OMG!!!! i was like super stunned. firstly, i knew i am gonna have a surprise. but i don't know what kind. cause everyone was acting weird today. firstly, xinyi told me that there is a table tennis meeting after school. then i was like. eh? how come i don't know anything about it? then later, while yolanda was passing me the cupboard key, i asked if there's table tennis meeting. then she was like.. huh? then later, she laugh laugh then say have.

then i begin to suspect something was wrong. third, we headed back to the class rather than to the canteen as told. oh ya. aaron, lawrence, xinyi, charis, wei lun, hong de, kian tiong, joel lim, kai ching, yang you, joon guan was there. hahas. thank you!! anyways, i was like super surprised that i started crying lahs. and joel lim and yang you video taped me!! so evil lor. video me crying. hahas. then i was asked to blow the candles. but i no strength to blow. then they started asking wei lun to blow. then charis to blow and stuffs. after like 3 attempts, hong de i think blew the candles from behind wei lun. lols. and i think wei lun hold the cake till very suan liaos. hahas. sorries!!

so yea. aaron they all gave me my birthday present. was a big one. from aaron, lawrence, wei lun and kai ching. so yea. started to cut the cake and distributed it to them. first to kai ching. hahas. ladies first! then next was wei lun cause he presented me the cake. but he don't eat cakes so it was passed to someone else. so yea. give give give then when i almost finish giving all of them, wei lun and kai ching had to go. so yea. wei lun wished me happy birthday before he go. hahas. later sms-ed kai ching and wei lun to thank them properly.

so stayed there chit chatting and i started crying again cause i was still super surprised. hahas. so yea. after that, opened the present that kai ching they all gave me. it is like so darn cute lahs!! and big too. ahhas. hope it didn't burn a big hole in your pocket?? hahas. thanks a lot!! =D so yea. headed to tiong BK to study next. hahas. did my maths there. bought aaron's present there too. ahhas. so yea. gave it to him later. went to buy some straws to fold heart. ahhas. cause we don't feel like studying and we finish our homework already.

so yea. left BK at around 6. accompanied aaron and lawrence to buy sweet talk and sushi. saw wei lun and his senior at sweet talk. hmms. so yea. reached home at about 6.20. went house viewing at 7.30. came back at 8. hahas. so yea. posted since then. 1 hour lehs!! hahas.

so yea. thank you, guys.
xinyi and cheryl for planning the BIG surprise.
hbh sisters for the pillow and wallet.
wei lun, aaron, lawrence and kai ching for the pig.
aaron, lawrence, xinyi and wee leong for the cake.
lawrence for the hp strap.
simin, grace, kai hwee, mei xian and jye huey for the key chain.
yang yu for the key chain.

so yea. thank you everyone. today was the happiest day of my life! =D

and thank you those who were involved in the surprise. =D i was really touched and surprise that i am still very shock now. hhahahas. THANK YOU!! =DDD

Thursday, August 02, 2007
~ 10:08 PM ~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JACQUELYN!! =DD

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